Thursday, March 18, 2004

today was qt a happy day!! happy birthday edmund! heh... we celebrated ed's birthday at the pool today a nice (used to be nice) cake frm bakers inn but it got all mushed!! cos its mousse so it melted :( anyway it tasted good! haha so tts ok... den abt 10 of us went for lunch... went kenny's rodgers but first we spent a long time walking arnd looking for a place to eat!! but kenny rodgers was good stuff... sooooo full man...was stuffed after i ate finish the side dishes... btu forced myself to eat some chicken haha... in the end couldnt finish! so i gave to chong wei the carnivore... wah he eat like hes hungry man... even tho he just ate his own huge plate of food haha...pei fu... heh... den after tt me and zy dragged the 7 guys arnd shopping heh... was fun! bot a mango top :) vvv nice! haha... as jac would say :p wow my second mango top! amazing heh. anyway, chong wei and ed went to play cs (as usual) so me and zy went shopping... tried on loads of stuff! haha... no wonder pple like shopping... its qt fun after a while i geuss haha... cos we have similar taste! in colour haha. tho i tried on this skirt tt is like qt... well ugly to alot of pple i geuss but i think its ok and kalliste saw it! haha... felt abit wierd cos like just trying it on as a joke!! haha... now she prob thinks i got terrible taste or soemthign haha... which is something tt alot of pple will agree with but not me!!! anyway den i went for planet shakers concert! was ok i geuss just tt i din really know the songs so was abit wierd lah but yah the music was good... tho had darryl shouting down one ear and esmond the other haha... good thing both of them can sing else i will die... but the atmosphere was really electric... i think God was really in tt place tonight!! praise the Lord :) anyway... i think my church pple are qt childish sometimes... like pls lah... just cos es and i are frens and tok to each other means there is something going on? like wadeva man... and i felt qt bad... was insensitive just now... and now someone is pissed... i guess sometimes not everyone can take things as well as others... so shld just always say nice stuff haha...
oh!! and something realyl happy!!! had time trial today... and my 100 free was qt good! compared to last yr lah... i kinda feel now like ive got hope... haha... for finals i mean... will try to train harder! tho this yr ive been trianing qt hard i think haha... like really lor... i have been pushing myself more :) sometimes i think im mad... like y do i kill myself pushing so hard during swimming when its not like ill make it my career or wad... and it makes me so tired and all... i guess i just do liek it! haha... and it feel s really good when i can keep a timing tt i thot was previously unattainable... i think its cos it makes me feel like i can do soemthing tt alot of pple cant and that even tho im not liek the skinniest person ever but i sure can swim faster than most skinny pple! haha ok tt is abit no link... just me trying to be profound (tho it wasnt very profound) heh... so yah! happy!! but im abit scared of making myself hope tt i can get into finals den ill be more disappointed... lik wad shella said... tt she doesnt have aims so tt if she doesnt do well it doesnt hurt cos she din expect anything anyway... im so scared it will be like chinese or soemthing! den ill be soooooo sad!! haha... ok nvm dun think abt tt... just think abt how i can improve! yes! haha :p